To The One Who Doesn’t Exist

Far too long have I tried,
To imagine your beautiful face;
Too many times have I died,
Coming ever so close to my dreams.

Becoming a mad man
With every single thought of you
Lamenting over things that my heart
Shouldn’t have dwelled the first place.

I try doing the time travel,
In suffocating past filled with your thoughts
Into the future to meet you,
Loosing all purpose of my life.

I pray for peace to find me
And end up waging a war with my soul;
It’s so very difficult to describe the imaginary
Difficult more so to get a mirage out of mind!